re-soul-utions.

Time for the end of the year. The end of a decade, even. Time for reflection on which direction I am headed. Up, down or straight ahead.

I am going for the up route in 2010. Had enough of the down and certainly straight ahead just means more of the same. I am finding it harder and harder to settle for that these days.

Where are you? Where are you headed?

Where do you want to be?

I have asked these questions of myself a lot more in the past year. More than ever before. The answers have changed throughout this year. It's gone from," Ohhhh, I don't know..." (insert wallowing whine here) to "It's time." Like, now.

I can feel the change, and that is a very good thing. I feel the readiness, the willingness and the necessity converging into a very big year ahead.

I resolve to make myself healthier in 2010: physically, mentally and spiritually. That comes with both small and big commitments: eating better, exercising more, being present in my own life, taking care of myself, and embracing change.

Those are the general ideas. The sub-categories are far more detailed and numerous. But you probably get the idea.

Without goals, it will be hard to get anywhere. So I choose to make myself "publicly" accountable.

In my future: an 8K race. muscles. a clear head. more meaningful relationships. fewer commitments. a new home. new work to do.

And peace.

How about you?